Feelings, what do you do with them? Good, bad, or indifferent all are so powerful that anyone of them can become overwhelming. You want to vent, to bitch and complain, explode like a volcano. But what do you do?
Something good or bad happens and you bottle it up inside telling no one you eventually explode.
Something good happens. You can't stop yourself from talking about it. Some people find it interesting, most likely don't care, and a few are going to just be annoyed for one reason or another. But if you talk too much about how great this good thing was then all those people will think you only care about you or that you talk to much or any number of other negative things. So do you talk a little and keep some bottled up to just prolong your explosion?
Something bad happens. You can't stop yourself from talking about it. Some people try to help you, most likely don't care, and a few are going to just annoy you for one reason or another. And if you talk too much about how bad things are and all your problems then all those people will think you're a bitch and complain about everything and go on about any number of other negative things. So do you talk about some bad things and keep the rest bottled up to just prolong your explosion?
Inevitably when you share your feelings openly and freely, whether they're good or bad, most people end up disliking you for it, at least to a certain degree. And a very, VERY small few will actually like you for it without ever getting upset or annoyed by you.
But what does every single one of them say? Whether it's good or bad? Don't bottle up your emotions, it's not good to keep stuff inside, let it all out...
So what's that all about? Do people just subconsciously secretly want everyone around them to get on their nerves until they themselves explode in emotions causing themselves to get on everyone else's nerves?
Such a volatile situation. You keep your feelings bottled up you explode eventually. You let them out slowly everyone around you explodes instead. And those same people push and persuade you to share the emotions almost as if they want to piss themselves off.
So what do you do? What do you do???
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