Monday, September 17, 2012

A Short Lonely Post

Fell asleep soon after that last blog post.  And woke up later today feeling so strange.  Watched some emotional videos on Youtube that clearly didn't help.  Can't seem to shake this feeling and it's getting more intense.  Really want a hug right now, or ideally someone to cuddle with.  Just feel like I need to be held.  Not sure what really brought this on or where it's coming from.  Have this strange nagging feeling like something happened somewhere.  I don't know what or where, can't help but feel crazy.  Tried to call and/or text 4 different friends to talk and none of them are around so that didn't help a whole lot.  It's weird because I feel happy, excited about being in the final month till surgery.  But this random loneliness won't go away.  Going to watch a movie and hope that breaks me out of it.

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