I'm not going to say where, when, or how. What I am going to say is how glad I am that it did.
Since surgery I have had a lot of issues to overcome as I adjust to my new body. But my biggest fear both before and after surgery has been whether or not I'd be able to have an orgasm. Before surgery I masturbated several times a day. I had sex a lot throughout my life (more so in my youth lol). And in my mind it was a lot to risk. Since surgery, five and a half weeks ago, I've been worried. I haven't had or been able to have an orgasm during this entire time. It's led to me being stressed, sexually frustrated, short-tempered, and hostile. I've been just spinning on people and bitching them out. My family, friends, whoever.
Well finally, I can say my new parts work. And like I had heard it felt pretty much the same as it used to except much more intense and much more difficult to achieve. But what matters is it works! I can't begin to express what a huge relief it is just knowing that.
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